Had a very hard night on Sunday. I felt totally left out again. I didn't know what to do or how to respond. So of course when in doubt cry. I finally had to leave and drive around for a bit,crying out to God. Why in the world do I have to go through this again.
The next day my one on one came up to me and asked me how I was doing and I started to cry. She said were going for lunch. So we got off base for 2 hours and visited, she is a Godsend. Monday night I got a package from mom and dad and a card from Kerry and Carole and got to talk to Kelly and Carole, so God really supplied me with amazing support. I've also gotten encouraging e-mails and texts. So Please keep it up because it makes such a huge difference.
There always seems to be devotional that hits home when I need it the most. Mondays was:Sometimes when it seems our whole world is crumbling, it is difficult to believe that God is at work on our behalf. God's ways are not our ways. His thoughts are unlike our thoughts, His plans are much bigger than we could ever imagine or dream. Let Him work in His unique way and watch as His beautiful plan is revealed in your life. Good huh!
Tuesday went alot better. We have a new speaker this week. He is speaking on the Fear of the Lord. Really good! So much info. but so interesting.
Thanks to all who haved prayed and continue to pray!